Someone asked me today "how you doing?" I replied "fine." That's what I always say when asked this time and again at work by my co-workers. It's easier than saying how I really am. I think they can probably guess how I am, considering my life the last few months. Some know the feeling, some don't, and I don't wish it on anyone. It is a feeling that "will get better" in time. How much time? How much time is needed to stop hurting?